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So here I am on my day off from work, cleaning. Might go out later. Everything seems to happen when I am working. For example last Saturday I worked until 11:00 and I recieve a phone call to a party, Amanda (friend from work) were up to it, until we realized we had to be at work the next day at 8:00. There was no way i was able to go to the party, have fun, and wake up to go to work. Oh Well. I guess thats life, the real world.
I've been talking to people from high school mostly online. Every now and then I would see people on the streets and exchange a wave or a hello. I see the palm tree bunch at parties. Talk to the closest ones on the phone, otherwise just leave messages and hope they call back. I understand that everyone is out working, summer school, and/or out of town. Its all good thats what summers are for, and life after high school. : )
Speaking of which, this summer I been trying to change. Become a better person. Stay positive and think positive and be happier. You only live once. I am trying to have better self-esteem and self-confidence (still having trouble in those areas), and most importantly trying not to be so uptight about the little things in life. I am going to see if a friend or older cousin(if in town) can come with me and pick a new stylish pair of eyeglasses. I am wearing eyeshadow making it part of my daily routine along with my lip glosses/lip sticks. So little by little I am trying to get out of my shell.
Work is going good. Its pretty easy, the hardest thing is probadly the towel booth, when it gets busy, its hetic giving out towels and keeping it stock. The rest I watch kids with someone else, eat food from the pool resturant, go to the beach, and go in the pool. Not bad at all. The kids are usually well behaved. There are people my age working with me, and they are cool. I am only going to work friday-sunday when school starts, so that pretty much eliminates my social and free time. Since I go to school monday - friday, four classes I am taking. I still have to go and get my books,parking, supplies, and more new clothes. Yesterday was also my day off, I went and bought a new swim suit, one purse,a poncho, draw string back pack,3 shirts, and a new belt.
Well I hope everyone is doing well. People call me for we can do something!!
Ing!! I hope you are doing good, I been working mornings so thats why I have not been online, drop me an email sometime!
<3
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[23 Jul 2004|03:55pm] |
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Ok, I just typed an entry and I do'nt what happened!!!!!!! I am lost!
jeez louise.
Well I am promise to write later. I am going to go watch room raiders now.
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[20 May 2004|09:04pm] |
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*sigh*
someone beat me....
Hollister got asked to prom apparently...
I asked someone (sorta) got turned down.....
another guy has prom the same day (another school).....
another one changed his mind........
i really need a date to prom.
I know i been saying this over and over. my apologies to everyone who has heard it, my whinning, and complaints. about shit.
truthfully it was my fault about Hollister. I did not have the guts to talk to him. the little i did was not enough.... Hopefully I learned my lesson.
lost my english novel. anyone want to donate money??
same day i sat in a puddle of juice. totally soaked my butt and smelled. getting use to getting stuff on my butt, last week it was white gum.
hopefully this weekend I can go to the party. I wanted to go to the tj one, at the guy i like house. but no one wants to go across the border. : / anyway it looks like I am going to the one over here. Hollister is gonna be there. hope my mom lets me go and stay out late. *crosses fingers*
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[25 Apr 2004|12:40pm] |
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This weekend was alright.
I got some things done today, but I still need to finish that essay. :/
Friday after school, my friend and her cousin came over, adn we just chilled. I got a headache after dinner, so I just stayed home and went online, worked on the essay, and watched t.v.
Saturday morning I did my usual work out and then went over my aunt/cousins house. I baby-sat the little ones for a while, and watched some dvds with the older ones. I watched: School of Rock (good movie) and Daddy Day Care. Then I went to Fashion Valley with some of my cousins and their friends. We ate lunch at CheeseCake Factory and went shopping. I bought another Prom dress. I am going to use this one for sure. Its better then the first one I got. But I am keeping both. If I find a link to the dress I will post it.
I went back to my aunts house, cuz there was going to be a boxing fight on, so everyone always comes over. I was sitting outside on the Patio when this injured baby bird falls out of nowhere and lands on my shoulder. I started freaking out!!! My cousin got it off, and we started looking for its nest, and we found it, and just put it back, and made sure the nest was'nt gonna break.
Before the fight, we ate outside and just listened to my uncles cds (Oingo Bingo, Pixes, etc..) Good Times.
This morning all I did was clean the house, etc.. I was washing my clothes by hand, so I went outside to take off the humming bird feeder, and a humming bird comes and starts poking me. It did not really hurt but I was freaking out. Must have been a funny sight. lol. I guess the humming bird got mad, or something cuz i was moving the feeder. I moved it to another place, and two hummingbirds came and ate.
Well I got to go turn off the oven before the food burns.
Paz a fuera!
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| Viva la France!!! |
[15 Apr 2004|06:15pm] |
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Hey All!
Long time no write in here....
Things have been going alright.
I had a great spring break! I think it was the best spring break I ever had.
Got to go to France. I really liked it there. Paris was the best. Got to see the The Eiffel Tour, Notre Dam, Shopping, Sight Seeing, and more.
My host family in the south was really nice. Huge house. Only bad part was some chick that does not like me (like-wise for me) was talking shit about me, I did not let that get to me. It was not worth it, I wanted to enjoy my vacation. Anyway I had some great laughs with everybody (especially Yajna) since I spent the most time with her in the south. Went to a couple parties and bars. Their school is really nice over there. Gonna miss some of the people I talked to.
*** Whoselberry Crepe*** Chestnuts*** Mama,Mama eres tu?!***The "gay" semi hot guys*** John*** Big Chickens*** Lap-Dances*** French Porn***Getting Buzzed** Playing Pool***Wrestling over the 50*** Alias is dead****Being Taped in***OHHHH**** Me tripping a lot. LOL I am cracking up just typing the few things that were memorable and funny. Yes, I had one of my laughing attacks one night....
Nice is really beautiful. I got to see a friend of me there, so it was nice. Monaco is a really fancy place. Kicked a Porche there.
We flew on Virgin Airlines on the way back (the name made me giggle at first) got a cool shoulder bag filled with stuff. socks, toothbrush, good headphones, pens, etc...
we each had our own little t.v where we could watch movies, listen to radio, watch t.v. and play video games. Got ice cream bars.
Overall I really had a good time. I would go back to France or to Europe in a heart beat.
I am looking for a job! I want to work for I can save money. I am thinking about going to visit my friend in Germany. Or going to Italy (or any country in Europe) with a group of people. anybody up to it? It will probadly be next summer. but first I need a job!!! Hopefully I will get one.
School has been okay. I need to focus a little more in each subject. there are two scholarships I know i will get, I just need to sit my ass down and write my essays.
This week has gone so fast! Weekend is almost here. Finally get to sleep. I want to go out this weekend. but no, still grounded. i think its gonna to end pretty soon. all cuz of drama. I guess in a way its good that I am grounded, ge tto focus more on my essays and school work. but then again I HATE it cuz I want to go out. *sigh*
Well I got to go finish my french homework.
Will try to write more often here.
<3
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| Just one more day....... |
[18 Dec 2003|06:27pm] |
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Wow. I have not posted here in awhile. mostly because i have been so busy. Its simmering down now. I finished all my college applications. Now my new thing is to work on scholarships. I have been so lazy about that I am only doing the ones without essays. pretty lame eh?
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I been soo lazy about school too. I feel like I am not as much effort as I did before. thats not right! I need to push myself. We got a new teahcer in Math, cuz Mrs.Holt is having her Baby. Jeez Louise! Will someone please shoot me!!! The Sub is horrible! We have a test tomarrow on what she "teached" us, which noone understands.
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tomarrow night is Hannukah yay! The second night/day I will be at my aunts house celebrating the festivites. So excited!
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I finally get to get the much needed sleep! This vacation will be good and hopefully productive. I have a mess in my room and computer room that needs to be cleaned. Also I need to finidh my portfolio (sp?) for graduation. I am doing that early, since I will be in France when its the presentation dates. Hopefully that project will not be so hard.
* Today was our exchnage thingy in T&T, I liked my shirt that Veronica gave me, I hope she likes my gift cert. Michelle, your potatoes were soooo yummy!
all this week in my classes of been a waste of time, except in math and physics where we are doing actual work. :/ We are watching Shakespeare In Love in english, thats a good movie! Its one of my favorites, after Cruel Intentions.
* Well i am going to continue looking for I Love Lucy stuff online, since i asked for I love Lucy stuff for Hannukah and my mom needs the web pages.
Have a good night everyone!
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| what the hell....... |
[12 Nov 2003|10:22pm] |
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ok whats up with the sudden disapperance of 92.1??!!!! wtf... i actually liked that radio station! why did 94.9 buy it and make country! out of all music types country!! i am not a happy camper! 92.1 played great music, lots of pennywise or new offspring!
well at least 94.9 and 91x are getting better!
this week is nice because its a three day school week, and thanksgiving is just around the corner. i am gonna go the vegas probably for thanksgiving.
this weekend was fun!
saturday was homecoming. i had a great time. eventhough i thought i did not look really nice. oh well
it was great spending time with Melina. thanks again for doing my hair!
also i would like to thank Michelle for making my sexy new icon!
well i do'nt know what else to write so bye!
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| OY VEY!!!! |
[30 Oct 2003|03:31pm] |
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so much going on right now. just the fires. really scary stuff going on... i am praying for everyone right now, and feel really bad for the families that lost all their stuff, really devestating. ya know?
anyways on monday i got an allergic reaction i guess to the smoke, and ash and stuff. i was freaking out! i was red like a cherry. my whole face and body. i had the biggest headache in the world and a fever and hot flahes and cold flashes at the same time. : / but its all gone now. thank god! well i should be grateful... other people right now are going through way worse then me.
on the happier news... i got accepted at Johnson and Wales school in Florida! woop woop!!! i am just hoping my mom affords it and stuff. i wo'nt make my final choice until i hear from all the schools.
Today was fun.... my friend Melina came over mid afternoon and we experimented with my hair. i like the style that she did, she is gonna do my hair for homecoming. she is going with my as well to homecoming along with her friend from eastlake. we are going to eat at the Cheesecake factory yummy!
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| Kickback |
[21 Oct 2003|04:20pm] |
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Today was a good day. I was only in school for like 3 hours. We had testing and that test was pretty easy, but i am sure I did bad on it. After the test I left, and got home and ate food and watched Tv. I had today all last nights homework, and I still have to finish my government homework.
anyways tonight i am going to that college fair thing. eh.. i do'nt think its gonna be fun or really interesting. I already applied to 6 colleges. not including Mesa and Southwestern. i do'nt think i need to apply to anymore.
tomarrow is gonna be my first and last time watching Smallville, cuz REM is gonna be on (rumor) but fo'sho their music is gonna be playing. i guess i will just be listening to it.
ay-ya-yi i was trying to decorate(sp?) my binder with my senior pics i was given but they kept falling, so that did not really work.
gotta go finish my work.
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| Sugar ... honey,honey.. you are my candy girl! |
[18 Oct 2003|11:41am] |
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LOL
I am at my step sisters house right now in Del Mar, i spended the night. My Nieces are in town from Washington State. We are watching Now and Then. they were playing that sugar, sugar (i think thats the name of the song) on it. Now and Then is a great movie.
mmmm i drinking welches grape juice... i love grape juice!
well obiviously i did not go to THE bonfire. i could not get ahold of my friend in the afternoon, and thats when my step sister called. Darn i can't believe i missed THE bonfire. ( i am being very sarcastic) i was a lil suspicious on why ram invited me to go in the first place.... I mean i am not mad at her or anything...
anyways tomarrow should be fun.. I am going with Melina downtown for awhile in the morning before she works. i have not seen her in awhile, we have to catch up!
....... On tuesday we have half a day! yay! but i have to take the college entrance math exam ... i am soo gonna do bad on it. its probably gonna be like the Sat which i got a 800 on the math and english all together.
monday is open house... i highly doubt my mom and i are gonna go... i mean whats the point if i am not gonna get extra credit> tuesday is that college fair.. eh i am going i guess. should be sorta interesting.
tonight.. plans i hope i get to go out.... there was talks abot going out tonight. i hope it really happens.
my grades were acutally good. of course i got bitched at for the b- in French and the C+ in Math, but i got straight As in cit.
Algebra 3/Int Math C+
English B-
Physics B
Government A ( woop woop, i worked so hard in that class)
Marketing A
French B-
well i am getting a lil bored... now and then is almost over, and my nieces and i are gonna go eat donuts. my nieces are : 19 and 16. they are cool girls.
after the doughnut trip my moms gonna pick me up and then we are going to the gym, and then Bettys on 3rd Ave, to see if they have any I love Lucy stuff, etc.. I hope they are still open!
hoping............tonight.......
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| C'est Ca |
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Bonjour!
Ca va?
ok anyways... i was busting out of my french there. : )
today was hot, i like it hot! i handed out my senior pictures and a certain someone said i looked pretty... so that pretty much made my day. i am pretty sure i was blushing really hard.. in fact i am blushing right now just thinking about it.
i am making flashcards for french right now on my colorful flashcards.
eh, homecoming is coming up, i am asking all my freinds to try and find me a date. i really want a date, just as friends, ya know? i am not that BAD!
tonight is the rhcp show, i freaking threw my sock at the radio yesterday when 91x was talking about it.
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today was also club fair... props to Michelle! it looks like it was a bit overwhelming... i hope my yummy dounts that i gave to the french club sold...
well think i have bored anyone who is reading this enough. i am gonna try to see if i can join a community. i like the i love lucy one!!!
oh that reminds me: Michelle they are closing that one store on 3rd Ave, Bettys, they sells lots of James Dean , Betty Page stuff there.... they are having a closing sale. just thought i let you know. :)
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| back home |
[05 Oct 2003|02:11pm] |
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i just got back from my aunts. i have some cleaning to do. my mom just called... she is gonna be back tomarrow probably after school. anyways my weekend was alright. baby sat most of the weekend. internet sucks where i was... it would get disconnected every time someone called.
i saw some pretty good movies, and drank some pretty good wine. some wine that is sold at trader joes.
Michelle- how was the cookie?
i think my project for french was the worst. but i think i goit a pretty good grade on it. someone during the day took a chunk out of the atlantic ocean.. lol
in another news.... i got my appilcation for California State Universities and for Alliant Uiversity. can you believe CSU only gives us a month to fill it out??? well at least there is no essay.
i am think about having some friends over for dinner next saturday... gotta figure out what to make. it might be easier just to make it a pot luck thing.
well i got to go finish cleaning.
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[29 Sep 2003|09:38pm] |
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eh... i think i am getting sick, my nose is running and my throat is bothering me. i have a box of kleenex next to me. the soft kind.. i like they way if feels on my nose.
today i did not have very much homework then other days. makes me happy. for this friday i have to make an edible mape of france for french.... any ideas anyone? i am think making it out of cookie dough. any creative ideas??
school was okay...things could get better and hopefully they will. still upset about not being able to go to the chili peppers concert. : ( oh well. just this weekend or i think another weekend and i wo'nt be grounded anymore.
my mother and my step-dad are leaving this thursday : ) i am not really sure where they are going. half of the time i will be here, and the other half with my aunt. my parents come back on monday night i think.
my cousins are leaving tomarrow.. i am going to miss them.
well i got to go finish studying for my french quiz. need to pull up my grade
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| Apples and Honey |
[27 Sep 2003|11:04pm] |
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This has been the most boring weekend of my life. i hate being grounded, but i guess i kinda deserve it. only two more weekends of this shit. but i do'nt deserver not going to the chili peppers concert, and dealing with shallow people. first of all, about the concert my mom just said since i was being rude to her i could not go. i am gonna try to convince her to let me go. which means i am going to be the "perfect" daughter. there is no way i am missing this concert. with my luck, its probably sold out! about shallow people, or is just one person? i just know that there is some shallowness (i know that does not make sense) going on, and i hate it! should change to please them? maybe this time, its not me.or maybe it really is me. i am just glad this is my last year of high school and i wo'nt have to deal with my "friends" anymore. but i will miss them, the good times that we HAD. hopefully by the end of this year we will have some more good time. if they allow it.... college will be different.
last night was our new year. my family and I went to temple. i can't say it was not boring. came ate, today went to temple, came home ate. good meals. this year all the meals and stuff are at my aunt's house. my family from out of town are staying there. my cousins (my age)have been going and stuff, with their friends here. of course i can't go.
on one of their shopping trips while i was at school, my mom went with them. she bought me some pretty cute stuff: Purple stripped Shirt ( my friend called it the barney shirt lol), a yellow shirt, baby blue shirt, turquoise shirt, very light yellow fleece jakcet, jeans, and a maroon sweater thing. she picked out good things. she gave them to me and said and you say i never think of you when i go shopping, and you say i do'nt love you.
tomarrow i do'nt think we have to go to temple. but today i finished all my homework. so i am gonna work on my college essay, review french, wash my car, and go to the gym. cut the gut i am getting in my tummy! well i wrote enough already.
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| Grapes and Banana |
[24 Sep 2003|09:40am] |
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I am in english right now
i just finished eating some grapes and banana. the grapes were complimets of Michelle! thank you.
Just killing time before the bell rings. Tomarrow Is Christine's birthday. She is the second friend to turn 18. well i got to go now
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| I hate computers! |
[22 Sep 2003|10:26pm] |
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ok, i just finished my government homework, (well part of it, i finished whats due tonight) anyways, i did not want to send Mrs. G all of it just, whats due tonight. so i did. then the window thing pops up and says something about the disk drive, and next thing i know *poof* my whole document disappears!! well at least i sent in tonights work! Now i have to redo half of whats due tomarrow night! *sigh*
I did not even finish my math homework, or my French. I guess i will just do it during the school day.
School was school today. Ram ( Hi ram!) was absent today... I missed her. I drove to school and back today, i will be to school and back now since, my Mom is on vacation.
This weekend was okay. i guess you can say i got fried from work. A si es la vida.
Concert update: Red Hot Chilli Peppers are coming in October... that's my concert. so i now i am not sure if i am even going, because of the sudden loss of my job. maybe i will go.. tickets go on sale this friday, yo! i also really want to go to the Mana concert, but i already seen them.
well i got to go now to a shower now.
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| first entry, yo! |
[19 Sep 2003|06:36pm] |
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this is my first entry!
there are so many moods to choose from! i do'nt even know what half of them mean.
School was the usual today nothing new and exciting. except one thing kinda bothered me.
Tonight i am going over to my cousins house to watch some dvds and eat. they always have the best food over there! tomarrow i have to go to work, and on sunday too. :/ good news is that i am getting my paycheck!! with that money i could buy my concert ticket! when i buy my ticket i will post to what concert it is too. lets just say its been one of my dreams to go to this concert....
well i am leaving now.
i will be online tonight too. my cousins have high speed internet.
*pout* i wish i had that!
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JELLO!
-me
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